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take me to the sky

7:18 AM hey guys!! its finally over . everyone should be glad to know and hear that. now its time to relax and enjoy life.. now means for a while only.. im going to be looking up for job.. going for an interview this Friday.. dunno how things will turn out.. hopefully not bad..

exam period..was horrible.. i din know theres so much to study.. truly speaking .. this is the first time i really fill up my whole TYS.. can you believe that? anyway its over. not much confidence for my results. but hopefully it will turn out best. *dreaming*

this few months have not been smooth for me . not because of exams definitely . but of some personal matters . things happened concurrently . i really dunno what i can do.. i should sit down and let it be resolved itself perhaps . I know that’s not the best way to do but I think I have no choice . even if you ask me for solutions, I night not be able to answer . so be it . hopefully as time goes by, things will get better . I think I have changed a lot . I dunno in what way but definitely there is . tell me what I can do .

are there really true friends around us ? to speak my mind, I really dunno.. everywhere you go, friends are changing . changing physically and mentally . so I dunno . is not that I dun trust them . YES I DO but to what extent ? i cant answer this question even if you ask me umpteen times . I really cant .

NEVER talk to her for a real long time . was it my fault ? I’m confused as well . I certainly thinks that I’m not doing the right thing . I shouldn’t be ignoring her . I really have no idea what I’m trying to do . really sorry . let me settle all my stuff before I’m think about this . hope you’ll be able to see this when you read my blog .

Oh ya . tml going out to sakae sushi with my classmates to mark the end of our exams .

Alrights I shall end here for a moment . I’ll be back for the next post . see you guys .